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Modern Baseball - Tears Over Beers
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Modern Baseball - Your Graduation
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Modern Baseball - The Weekend
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Modern Baseball - Fine, Great
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Modern Baseball - How Do I Tell A Girl I Want To Kiss Her?
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Modern Baseball - The Thrash Particle
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Modern Baseball - I Think You Were in My Profile Picture Once
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Modern Baseball - Re-do
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Modern Baseball - Just Another Face
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Modern Baseball - Wedding Singer
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Modern Baseball - It's Cold Out Here
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Modern Baseball - My Love
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Modern Baseball - Rock Bottom
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Modern Baseball - See Ya, Sucker
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Modern Baseball - The Old Gospel Choir
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Modern Baseball - (240)
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Modern Baseball - @chl03k
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Modern Baseball - Alpha Kappa Fall Of Troy The Movie Part Deux (2 Disc Directors Cut)
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Modern Baseball - And Beyond
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Modern Baseball - Cooke
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Modern Baseball - Every Day
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Modern Baseball - Going to Bed Now
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Modern Baseball - Hope
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Modern Baseball - Hours Outside In The Snow
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Modern Baseball - Notes
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Modern Baseball - Pothole
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Modern Baseball - Re-done
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Modern Baseball - The Waterboy Returns
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Modern Baseball - Timmy Bowers
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Modern Baseball - Apartment
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Modern Baseball - Apple Cider, I Don't Mind
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Modern Baseball - Best Friend
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Modern Baseball - Breathing In Stereo
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Modern Baseball - Broken Cash Machine
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Modern Baseball - Casket
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Modern Baseball - Charlie Black
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Modern Baseball - Coals
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Modern Baseball - Coding These To Lukens
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Modern Baseball - Hiding
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Modern Baseball - Holy Ghost
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Modern Baseball - Home
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Modern Baseball - Infinity Exposed
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Modern Baseball - Intersection
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Modern Baseball - Look Out
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Modern Baseball - Mass
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Modern Baseball - Note To Self
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Modern Baseball - Phone Tag
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Modern Baseball - Play Ball!
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Modern Baseball - Revenge Of The Nameless Ranger
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Modern Baseball - Short
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Modern Baseball - Two Good Things
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Modern Baseball - What If
Hiding
Modern Baseball
I won’t answer when they call
I guess that’s just my gift to myself
Drank a lot and danced to The Cure
Holding on for dear life
To the frayed edge of a feeling we misplaced years ago
And knowing we should really get back home
Made mistakes
The plants died young, like all good things
But I wish my small self had known
How much water to use
Still, some nights I find
The ideas that bring me rest
Are the ones that used to prod and pester and keep me up
Swinging open doors I swore I’d shut
Pouring pewter
Amassing coins to displace debt to you
My straight-line shooter
Let me learn here
I am in pursuit of all I can undo
Entertain the cancer
We all answer upwards either way
The waiting game is tied again
Backs of hands and phrases
Misplaced gazes
Things we still deny to selves and hesitate to talk about
A call from high school, two drinks in
I smiled but you could not see
Your tin can cell receiver hummed its New York static song
The lever pulled and all at once
The floor was false
The center seam divided
Lace and well-pressed cotton
Found the flood we’d since forgotten
We still leave our shoes at the door
Before we wring out our wet clothes
Across your floor and future
Stitch the gaps that destiny assumed
With floral sutures
Are you hiding or have I abandoned you?
Let me learn here
I am in pursuit of all I can undo
